Blah blah blah blahs…

I’ve been feeling a little zonked lately. I’ve got some sort of cold thing going on and it won’t let up, I’m feeling like a little of my personal shine has been less bright and happy, that I’m not a special snowflake, and my recent knee injury has me in some pain and bummed out in other ways too.

Blah blah blah blah.

I was throwing myself a heck of a pity party last week when I went home at lunch and slept for 3 hours. I had some tea out of my owl mug and mentally reframed what I was feeling. I told myself to get the hell over myself. I’m not a Hostess employee and am losing my job, I don’t live in Israel where I might be in danger, I certainly have most of my health, I haven’t recently lost someone close to me, and others shining too doesn’t take away from what I’m capable of doing.

I scolded myself with the following, “I have friends and family who love me. I have a job I like well enough and they like me. I have time, talent and treasures to be shared. That’s more than many can say. Get the hell over it Courtney.”

I will. I always do.

So until I can use my knee all the way again, feel like I have a little bit of my special snow flake shine back and am less stuffed up? Here enjoy this.

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About Court

I spend a lot of time on the pool deck and making treats in my kitchen amongst other things.
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4 Responses to Blah blah blah blahs…

  1. Sue says:

    You’re always shiny as far as I’m concerned. You add sparkle to my life, and I’m glad you’re my friend.

    Feel better soon.

  2. Me says:

    Can’t wait to see you! Hope the knee improves!

  3. Knee pain is awful. I hope your feel better soon. And good job of getting yourself out of your own funkiness.

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