Wondering Wednesday

Today as I drove down my street there was a guy in a puffy jacket, baggy jeans and ball cap. He was walking with his arms slightly raised, hands in what I imagine was an approximation of gang signs. I couldn’t tell if he was listening to music in his own little world, but I wondered if he was.

I wondered what brought him to my block, to the station in life that he’s in. I wondered if he was a “thug”, if he was trying to portray a “thug” or if I just caught him at a random moment and that’s not him at all.

I wonder about a lot of random things. What Life has in store for Frank and I, what my brother will do next, will Nanny will know her great-grand children and if she will know my children.

I wonder about the decisions people make and how they arrive at them, if it will ever get warm in my office, if I really have it as together as I think I do or if I’m just fooling myself.

I wonder if I’ll ever finish my to do lists, if I can figure out an actual running schedule, if my children will love Voice of Reason’s and D’Lovely’s as much as  we love each other.

I wonder if I have what it takes to be a good mom and good wife, to continue to be a good daughter. I wonder if I’ll ever fit in my favorite jeans again, if I’ll really reach my goal weight, I wonder if the world will be a more kind place in my lifetime.

I wonder about a lot of things and wonder what you wonder about.

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About Court

I spend a lot of time on the pool deck and making treats in my kitchen amongst other things.
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2 Responses to Wondering Wednesday

  1. Sue says:

    You definitely don’t want to know all the things I wonder. 🙂

  2. So many thoughts and questions fill your head! Though I don’t think you need to wonder about whether you will make a good mom and a good wife. You got both of those “in the bag”. 🙂
    And I too hope that you and Frank will hurry up and have a child so our kids can grow up close in age to one another, and we can plan lots of shared activities.
    love you!

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